You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you
And move you like the way he moved ya before

can you see the dark circles around my eyes...??

duh... its so obvious right...

i need more rest... more sleep... and a body massage...

speaking of body massage; i am going for facial and body massage with ******* (sory... i can't mention her name since its a secret...hahahahha...) this saturday!! weee~

its been months since i last did facial and body massage... i really need it!! after all those mind squeezing and body aching drafting that i am doing; i really owe myself a treat... =)

a friend asked me why am i afraid of love...

and the answer is... i am afraid that i might hurt somebody...

yes... thats the fact... i know how deeply it hurts... and so that is why i am afraid that i might hurt somebody and i myself is afraid that i'll get hurt... i know all the 'have to take the risk' speech and bla bla bla... but it is easier to say then to be done right...??

and i am so stress out whenever 'people' around me mention to me about marriage and all because i am just not ready to move to that phase of life and i am still confused with my feelings... i don't think i can make any serious decision at this point of time... i know it hurts to hear it from me, but seriously, it is better to get hurt now then later... its up to you and you and you to stay or leave... ;)

enough of sad love stories... i wanna go home!! like seriously!! i can't remember the last time i get to go back at 6 pm... i wanna go home... sight seeing.... shopping... hang out... haiiizzz~

i want to hate you...

i want to get my mind off you..

but i can't...

but why...??!!