omg!! i am sooooo relieve~

why...??

because i get to connect to the internet... hahhahaha... i feel so bodoh without internet... no blogging... no facebook-ing... no chatting... no mails... fuh~ like at last!! lol...

the office server is bengong...

the house phone just being reconnected...

and maxis internet sucks...

went to McDonalds yesterday... drivethru...

me : u cakap dengan orang tu...
me : i want to move it move it~
ajoy : tak nak la...
me : u ni boring la...
the girl : may i take your order...??
ajoy : chicken mcdeluxe... bla... bla...bla...
me : change the coke to milo...
me : i want to move it move it~
the girl : what...???
me : i want to move it move it~
the girl : laugh
-_-" i am so chayaya~

went home... and when i entered my room i saw a paper bag on my bed... obviously its for me... duh... and so i opened it and i saw a dress and a card... its from mama... hehehehhe... i read the card and i cried... she bought the dress for my presentation in brunei (which is not confirmed yet..)... and so i go to her room and hugged her and kissed her... and she hugged me and kissed me back... wah... so effing sweet kan...?? can't remember the last time she kissed me... i love my mom!!

me : thanks...
mama : thanks je...??
me : sorry...
mama : sorry je..??
me : then nak cakap ape lagi...??
mama : cakap promise tak minum lagi...
me : insyaallah...
mama : tak nak stop drinking la tu...
me : i'll try... cannot stop everything at once...

and i went out of her room because i was crying... ha~ how touching...
there is something that she wrote in the card that i wanna share...

i can't choose the daughter i want to have
neither can u choose the mother u want to have
but we can choose to understand and tolerate each other;
and respect each other and be responsible to each other.
hope u will be more responsible and mature
thro' these experiences...

and wanna know what she wrote on the envelope...??

for you,
my stubborn beloved daughter

lol...