where is a better place then home..? no where.. when you are exhausted from work, you want to go home.. when you are pushed to your breaking point, you want to go home.. when you are sad, you want to go home.. home is where the heart is.. it is the most comfortable place for me.. to be me..

i am sorry i gave you hope..
i am sorry i pushed you to do something that may be you are not ready for..
lets just pretend that i had never said anything about marriage.. because i dont think i can do it.. i dont think that i am the right person for you.. i want things that are not easy to be fulfilled.. i want things the way i want it.. i want everything to be perfect no matter what and i dont want to be dissapointed.. so yeah.. i have decided to stick with my 'must list'..


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i love my babies..

i am having cramps and sore throat.. :(

my sweet mama packed breakfast for me..

ok.. i know its a bit burned.. but wth.. its the thoughts that counts right..? ^_^

i am still in the office at 9.00 pm during a friday night.. and i have to come to the office again tomorrow.. sigh~
i am having menses and migrain.. great!

i went to klcc during lunch hour and guess what i saw..?? habib jewels is having sale!! so for those lucky guy who wants to marry me, you can buy the engagememt ring there.. hehehe..

sometimes i wonder why do we have to go through all of the things that we had gone through.. is it because of the choices that we made in life or is it because god had written all of it for us..

i am not in good terms with my mom..? reason..? i don't know! she had been really quiet.. well, only towards me.. ever since she retired, she had been really difficult to talk to.. i wonder why.. isnt people suppost to be happier after they retire..? hmm.. can you imagine how dissapointed i am when i am looking forward to go home and tell her about this great idea that i have but when i get home all i get from her is the long face.. masam mencuka! it just killed my intention to tell her anything..

life does not go the way you want it to be.. all you can do is be strong and never stop believing in yourself!

SOME IDIOT STOLE MY CHANEL SHADES!!

damn u!!

its chanel pearl collection...

i am so angry and sad and huarrrgghhh!! i don't know how to explain what i am feeling right now... this is my second sunglasses that had been stolen.. my first sunglasses that was stolen was my gucci sunglasses... damn you thief!!

its almost a week since the last update! i was so caught up with work and so i have no time to blog... that is just sad...

everybody is in KL... not really everybody... i am just exaggerating! :p

adik, mak ijah, mak ani and aunty cha is in KL... i don't have the opportunity to bring them go jalan-jalan since i am working on weekdays... but i am planning to bring adik to Laundry since she wanted to go to a club but unfortunately i am broke... so Laundry would be good enough... no cover charge! hahahhaha... sorry adik... wrong timing la... next time come to KL early of the month otey...?

Isetan is having sale!!

the pre-sale was just awesome!!! i like it alot!! sale up to 70%!!!

can u imagine buying 3 clothes that will cost you around $600++ (normal price) but i just paid $100++ because they are on 70% discount...?! talk about value buy!! so worth it!! i am smiling from ear to ear... hehehehehe...

i am going to Cameron Highlands this weekend!! weee~ okey... i am over exited because i had never been there before... i am so looking forward for it... then i can take lotsa pictures of me with the backgrounds of the strawberry park, flower park, whatever park that they have... lol! must remind myself to charge my digi cam's battery!

i am sick and i am having nightmare!!

can u imagine how sick i am even my office mate asked me to go home and see the Doctor and let him finish my work...?? yes! that sick!

the dialog between the DR and i (please bear in your mind the DR is the type of DR that won't give you mc even if you cry for it)...

DR : yes...? what is your problem...?

me : i am having flu, cough and ulser...

DR : show me the ulser...

me : showed him the ulser

DR : starting to press here and there and asked me if i am feeling any pain...

me : i had been working from 9.00 am till 12.00 am daily for two weeks straight!

DR : plant design engineers (reading the writings on my shirt)

DR : you are an engineer... what to do...

me : -_-"

DR : your throat is infected...

DR : the ulser indicates that you are stress considering your working hours and your job...

me : can i get mc for tomorrow...? i don't think i can take it anymore...

DR : yes... of course...

yey!! so i am on mc today!! woot~

i remembered visiting the DR when i was having migraine and he told me "selagi you tak stroke, that means you can walk and you can go to work!" wtf right..? but yeah... at least i get my mc... i am sure the DR knows that i am not lying by looking at the dark circles around my eyes! ewww~ hate it!

the nightmare starts when i can't seem to sleep... my body is TERRIBLY tired but my eyes can't seem to close and fall asleep... sigh~ but when i fall asleep, i will be awake by nightmares of pipes and pipe racks!! seriously!! i think i've been awaken by the same nightmare about 3 to 4 times!

even tho i get mc, my mind is still at the office... is this what the DR said take your medication, sleep and relax...? i don't think so!