What can i say..?

What shall i say..?

What should i say..?

There are too many tears.. Too many pain caused by me.. I should just take a knife and kill myself rather then keep other people suffer.. I am just too weak to stand for myself..

I am sorry for all those pains that i've caused..

I am sorry for all the false hopes..

I am sorry for everything..

I just .................... -_-