Empty~

mama asked me what am i feeling at the moment.. and my answer is 'empty'.. then mama said, the emptiness shows that i am still in love with my ex.. is it true..? How can i feel empty if i am still in love with my ex..? It had been empty way before we broke up..

My ex decided to give me a month to think about our relationship instead of a year because he said he just cannot wait any longer.. I can only say that i can't make up my mind in 1 month because i am really confused and unsure of my own feelings.. and he said if i decide to be with him,there is only one thing that he'll ask from me; he don't want me to have any male friends..

Not having male friends in my life is not a major problem for me.. The problem is my heart.. Why can't anybody understand that..?! And he said he cannot bare to wait any longer.. Why..??? I thought if you love someone, u'll wait for them for as long as they require.. Unless of course if you have found a replacement.. Right..???

enough with all the sad stories... i hope i can end it here... hoping that all this confusion end soon... and so here are some pictures of my new bunny bear... it is super cute aite...?? ajoy bought it for me... yey!! thanks dear~ :D