shop till you drop!! =)

went shopping at sunway pyramid yesterday... arrived there around 8++ pm... so there was not much time to survey all the shops... but i was satisfied enough because i get to buy 3 tops, 1 leggings and a pair of earrings... and my fav. would be the 'Stay With Me' shirt... i bought that shirt during my lunch time at KLCC... i just love shopping~ it takes your mind off your problems... and of course it takes your money out of your purse as well.. lol... -_-"

at home surfing the net... uploading pics to my friendster albums and customizing my profile... and suddenly that someone called... he is stressed out coz all the songs that he makes doesnt seems to work... and he is kinda mad at me because i had been 'disappearing'... and i told him that he asked me not to look or even call him and so i did not try to make any contact with him as he is the one who asked me not to do so... plus i am not in the mood to be in a relationship... i just wanna be free and enjoy my life to the max for the mean time... and he said he is very dissapointed everytime he switched on his phone and he didnt receive any calls or text msg from me... -_-" i just don't understand man...

i am still in contact with my ex bf... as a friend of course... but he is very upset every time he calls me and he is on 'call waiting'... yeah.. i know its normal for him to be upset because obviously he is still in love with me... God... life is hard... expecially when there is a decision to make... i don't want to hurt anybody but there is nothing that i can do... i cannot make everybody happy... i am just a normal humanbeing... plz understand~