Question :

what is there for me the whole while...??

Answer :

you!!

yes that is the answer to your question... you are there for me all this while... you were there for me when i laugh... you were there for me when i am sad... you were there for me when i cried... you were there for me to hear all my nonsense even it hurts you so bad to hear all those things from me... you were there no matter what... and the thing that touched me the most is the love that you showed me...

i am sorry for all the pain that i've put you through... i know it hurts so bad... if i can rewrite the past, i will choose not to know you... why...?? because you are too good for me... you deserve better... you deserve someone who will appreciate and be there for you no matter what... unfortunately we cannot change the past... we cannot rewrite the whole thing... but i believe in destiny... there must be a good reason why God set us together... we might not know the reason now, but i am sure we will know the reason when the time is right...

thank you for being there for me...

thank you for being my sunshine...

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this is the poem that mama wrote for me yesterday... i was sobbing and crying my heart out...

What Is Love???

I don't know what it is!!

Do you??

I have never found a true love in my life!

Have you??

I don't know!!

Do you??

What is love??

Is it affection??

Is it attraction? OR

Is it intimidation?

I don't know!!

Do you??

Am i guilty of rejecting love??

You said so!!

I don't know!!

I thought true love means..........

Never to curb your partner's wishes...

Wishes, I mean, you allow your partner to grow

individually, emotionally, professionally, religiously

and unconditionally.

Am i right??

I don't know!!

Do you have the answer??

I don't!!

True love.....

God's love towards his creations.

Rasullullah love's towards his ummah.

Parent's love towards their children.

What else??

any other love more ultimate and supreme??

I don't know!!

What is love??

I don't know!!

Do you??