it is finally over between us..
So many questions to answer..
why..??
what happened..??
who asked for it..??
what does he said..??

I asked for the break up.. I said i just dont feel the same way that i felt for him before.. I said i am not sure what i want.. I just need time to think and understand the true meaning of life and i need time to figure out what i want and who is the one for me..

He refused to let me go.. Because to him,everything would be fine.. He loves me.. He said he'll quit his job and c0ntinue his studies if thats the reas0n why i want to leave him..





i hate memories..it hurts..those memories make me wanna cry and run into your arms once again..

I still love you..

But do i really love you..?? or i love our relationship..??

I just cann0t find the answer..

For now,
i just wanna be like a pigeon; flying and playing around until i get the answers to the questions that i am looking for..

no matter how far i run from you, if we are meant to be together, we will definately meet and reunite again...