i just finish watching over my dead body... sad ending... i can never imagine letting go of the person i love to someone else eventhough thats the thing that will make them happy... i am being selfish.. i know that but god.. the pain.. i cannot bare the pain of losing that someone to somebody else...

ok.. lets get back to reality... i was called by mr sabri yesterday... we discussed about my job at PDE and yeah.. i got the job.. the basic that they are offering is not high but i can survive with it i guess... hahahha... the most important thing is the experience that i will gain here... so alya, welcome to PDE!!! lol...

went shopping yesterday... bought a top and shorts from MNG... it is super nice!! and i need to lose some more weight!! -_- fat ass!!! hahahha... and and i'm sooo in loooooveee with the versace for men smell... like really!! ahhhh~ lol...