what is the meaning of LOVE...?

LOVE is very abstract..

i don't even know how to describe the feeling...

but i know i had felt it...

what do you do when you fall in love..?

you will become so happy...

you'll feel like like nothing else matters.. it is just you and that person...

do want to marry that person to prove that you love her..?

or are you willing to let that person go to some other people arms if thats the thing that will make her happy...?

or do you think that she is better off with you..?

there are so many questions.. and i can't seem to get the answer...

but then i remembered a phrase..

" marry someone that you cannot live without and not someone that you can live with.."

its true right...?

what if i don't know who is that person...?

i don't know which guy is the right guy...?

would you marry someone but then you keep feeling the "feelings" that you had for that someone else...?

it is sad and pathetic.. i know that... and i do not intent to hurt anybody... i am just torn apart..

my mother wants me to get married...

but...

yes... i do want to get married..

i do want to feel the happinest that all married couple experience...

but there is something missing...

its my feelings...

i don't feel anything...?

why...?

may be because i just choose to not to have any feelings..

why..?

because i don't want to feel the pain..

what should i do..?

i don't know!

i don't know!

i don't know!

i had decided to just 'go with the flow'...

but what if the flow just stops and i have to make a decision..??

gosh!

ok... my point is, how would you know if that someone is the one..?

how would you know if that someone is the one that you are suppost to get married with...?

i just can't imagine myself leaving someone who had sacrificed so much for me...

i just can't!

i am just a normal human being who can't stand making the person whom i love broken hearted...

i just can't!

forgive me..