i am constantly searching for something... something that is uncertain... why...?? why can't i just be happy with whatever that i have..?? that is in front of me...?? well... i guess its just human nature... to explore and to look for something new... willing to get hurt for something that we hope is the thing that we had been searching for...

i always believe there is a reason for every single thing that had happened in my life and every single person that is in or was in my life.. if only i knew all the reasons... sigh~

people that would remain in my life forever are my family... cousins...

people that would hopefully be in my life forever are my friends... good friends...

people that make me happy but unfortunately i dont know for how long would they be there are all the people who promised me love... trust...

bye!