have u ever feel bored of your life...??

tired...??

i think i had enough of all these stupid boyfriends drama...

sick of it!

i wanna get my ass away from all of this...

but i can't do that...

why...??

because its part of my life...

sad~

=(

sometimes i wish i could turn back time and undo everything that will effect my future life... the bad ones i mean... but on second thought, i will never undo all the things that i did... because it was fun... it is something that i should cherish... being young... doing all those crazy things... sigh~

but seriously!

i dont want anymore BF's problems!

please!!!!

i just wanna enjoy my life...

do everything that i wanna do...

have fun while i am still young...

but the other part of me is aching for a normal perfect life...

one future dependable husband...

girlfriends that would always be there...

planning for my marriage...

going shopping and having a good laugh with my mom...

surrounded by my loves one 24-7...

something like in the movies...

fairytales~

oh my...

oh my...

what shall i do....??