i wanna complain!!!

i can't understand why izit so hard for the company to give me a confirmation letter!! its been 2 months from the date that i am supposed to get my letter... wth is sabri doing...?? grrr~ the thing that makes me mad is knowing that one of my colleague just received his confirmation letter this evening... like wtf...?! i joined the company earlier then him and why the hell he gets the confirmation letter first...?! this is sooooo unfair!! i've talked to him twice regarding my letter and that guy just talked to him once about it and he gets the letter 1st!! !%$$@^&@!!!!! if the company wanna prolong my probation time, they can just tell me... i don't have problem with that... if the company don't wanna hire me as a full time employee, they should tell me... i can simply resign from the company by giving them 24 hours notice because i don't have any contract with them + they can't charge me anything because of the same reason... are they stupid or they are simply STUUUPPPIIIDDD??!! i've joined the company for a few months and i can do plantlinx, pdms and even drafting... so whats the problem...?? the operation director even asked me to learned new things to help the company speed things up but i have yet to receive my confirmation letter... is it because of my behaviour...?? yeah2, i know i used to go smoking, walk and talk alot; but that is not an excuse... if they say they can't give me my letter because of those reasons, they should tell me and i'll surely improve myself... duh~ i just don't get it!! i am trying to be patient here... mama asked me to resign because it looks like the company is not serious to hire me... and mama said she can easily help me get other job in other oil&gas company but i refused... whats wrong with me...?! lol... whatever~

i think i am having dhirea... and i've been puking... bad for my body... but look at the bright side... i can easily loose weight... wee~ ajoy said there are some improvement; muka dah lonjong... dah tak bulat... hahhahaha...

Capricorn Mythology

The sign Capricorn is symbolized by the Goat.Your sign's element is Earth. Capricorn is ruled by the planet Saturn.You are honest, thorough, practical, ambitious, business-like and careful. Capricorn can be cold and aloof. You are determined, dependable, responsible and may be interested in collecting antiques. Capricorn is very often politically minded. You have an excellent sense of timing. Capricorn is also patient, reserved, cautious, faithful and shrewd. You possess a great deal of drive, and your sense of duty is very strong. Capricorn can be very suspicious at times.Possible negative aspects of the sign Capricorn: You can be unfeeling, gloomy, pessimistic, miserly, unyielding, self centered, and revengeful.