JIWA KACAU!!!!!!!




i can't sleep...




i keep thinking of you!!!




damn it!! why is it so hard for me to forget you...??!! i really, desperately wanna take you off my mind... plz...





i did 40 sit ups... simply to get you out of my mind...




but i can't... i'm so weak~ i can't believe i am this weak when it comes to you...

i wanna cut those chubby cheaks!!! hate it!!!!

this is nani.. i knew her for about 4 months.. she is great.. her bf is just simply awesome.. they are such a great couple.. and they are indeed a good friend... they really care for me.. it is hard to get new friends that really cares for you nowadays... i'm blessed... they call me princess and they treat me like a princess.. hahha... really...

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you want me to stay at home..

i can't go out with my friends..

you'll freak out if i go out with anybody whitout telling you first...

you wanna know everything that i do... every single thing...

have you ever thought of my feelings...???

you'll just simply be mad and shout at me as you like...

i am not your freaking doll!!!

i'm sure you'll be mad if you find out that i wrote all this in my blog.. you'll say i wanna tell everything to everybody... god... get a life!! i need someone to talk to... since i cannot talk to anybody, i decide to scratch everything down in my blog... i need somewhere to pour everything out... i am not that strong... i cannot hold it on my own...i tried to cry... but the tears just wont come out...

i should just leave you...

"if you love someone, set them free.. if they come back they are yours.. but if they don't, they never were..."

i wanna let you go...

but i cannot bare to live without you...

i need some breathing space!!!!!!!!!!