i am the selfish moron!

i am an ungreatful daughter!

i am useless!

i am not like other people's child!

i am stupid!

i am not up to your ridiculously high expectations!

i am just me!

why is it so hard to except that...???!!!

almost everyday of my life i hear u talking shits bout me... telling people how useless i am.. fuck!!!!! i wish u'll just kill me!! you are comparing me with some bullshits.. your fucking words hurts me!! and why do you think i said all those things to you...?! coz i just cannot take it anymore!!!

what do you expect from me...???? THE PERFECT DAUGHTER???? nobody is perfect for godsake!! ouh.. yeahh.. i know.. everything is my fault.. i am rude.. i just do whatever i wanna do.. i always give you that long face...... wwahahhaha... i am a crazy bitch that won't make you happy no matter what i do!!!!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!!! i know that!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i have a brother or sister that will be perfect enough for you!!!!!!