i kinda break things off with him.. at first everything seems fine.. at last i get my independance! unfortunately after a week, i felt like something is missing.. and i think that i am not ready to let him go after all.. is it true? is this why i am having this feeling? i feel like crying.. after months of thinking and when i finally did it, i felt terrible! i've been with him for annoying 6 years and it is terribly hard to let go!

why is it so hard?!
is it because i am suppose to be with him?
is it because i am afraid of him moving on without me?
is it because i don't know what i want?

GOD! please help me! give me guidance.. please let me know what am i suppose to do about this matter.. i really desperately need you to tell me what to do because i just can't think straight!

:((

i feel empty..
but i've felt empty for months! but this empty feeling is different.. sigh~


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