i am emotionally wrecked!!!
i don't know why..
my emotional is unstable..
is it because i am so stressed out..?
or is it because i am too tired..?

i feel abandoned..
i feel lonely..
i feel like there is nobody that i can talk to..

my mom was saying this and that this evening..
and i just shouted my lungs out and closed my ears..
then i cried..
without any specific reason..
i don't know why i did that..

i just felt that i need to shout to get everything out of my heart..
but i didn't say anything..
i just shouted aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
like one spastic person!!!
sigh~
i think i am going crazy..

i think the responsibility and workloads that i have to do has taken the best of me..
i need a break!!

when i am around people, i feel ok..
still empty..
but when i am alone, i felt worst!
i felt that i am not worty of anything..
what is going on with me..?

i dont want to feel this way..
i am sad..



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