Wednesday, September 30, 2009





i was sitting at my workstation when i feel my body was shaking.. i thought my heart was palpating really fast that caused my body to shake.. a few seconds later the whole office was panicking because our office building was shaking.. the good thing is, we get to go home early because of this.. if it didnt happen we should probably had to stay at the office until 9.00 pm or later.. :p

volcano eruption in sumatera scaling more then 7.7 caused this massive panic all over kl.. luckily nobody got hurt..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009


fragile heart
even a simple hello can make it smile...
one wrong word can make it bleed...

i used to think whatever that i think won't hurt me won't hurt anybody else... but i was wrong... there are a lot of things that i had said that might hurt some other people's feeling... sometimes we just say whatever that we feel to the person that we are comfortable with but they cannot take it... why...? because they are just human with fragile heart... it is best to keep things to yourself... we might feel the burden to keep everything inside, but it is better then hurting some other people's feeling without realizing it...

i never thought a simple greeting card would make someone so happy... i remembered giving my managing director a Hari Raya's greeting card and he was so happy because he had never received a greeting card from any of his staff... in fact he had never received any greeting cards throughout his working years... i can see how his face lighted and how he smiled when he received it...

all these simple experience that i gain really touched my heart and made me realize how fragile we are as human beings... cherish every single thing like it is the last day of your life because we will never know when we will die...

stop and smell the roses because it might not be there the next time you walk by...

Stay in fashion year round without breaking the bank!
to those who LOVE designer handbags but cannot afford to buy them, check out this website! Bags in the City


it is a place where you can rent and even buy the handbag that you like at a lower price... and all of the bags that they provide are authentic... sounds good huh...?? you just have to rent the bag that you desire, then if you like it, you can purchase it straight away!
hmm... may be i should do the same thing to... rent out all the designer handbags that i have... lol!

Monday, September 28, 2009


new url yo! lol...
i had to restrict my blog readers because of a psycho guy...
and now i decided to change my url and my name! what a troublesome!
anyways, how do you guys like my new layout...? too dark...? no...?
i want to be one of malaysia's top bloggers! yeah right! inspired by Project Alpha... ;p

first day at work...
i am so lazy after enjoying my 1 week holiday with food and sleep...
i wish i could just stay at home and do whatever i wanted to do... its like a dream come true! phew~


this cat is so adorable!!
i wanna pinch it so hard!! hahahah...



i know i look fat in this picture...
talking about fat; i have an appointment with Mayfair on the 10th of October at 11.00 am... lets hope i don't forget about it! i am so looking forward to be slim and slender again... what a joke! hahahaha... well, like people used to say, nothing is impossible in life!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Happy Eid Mubarak to all muslims..
i know its a little bit late, i had been busy and lazy..
raya was ok.. not as joyful as it used to be.. why..? i have no idea.. i even ask my mom to come back to kl earlier because i was so bored..

i drove my less then a day car to singapore.. lol!
i had to bring him for servicing today because the mileage is already more then 1000 km.. i travelled that far in less then a week!!!

achuk is in kl..
he pee and shit all over the place..
he doesnt even want to clean himself up!!
bought him diapers..
he had been shouting for no reason..
hate it but i dont have any other choice for now..
sigh~


-- Post From My iPhone

Monday, September 14, 2009

damn u period pain!!


-- Post From My iPhone

hello people!!
good news!!
i loose 4kg!! woott~

my tummy is really bloated right now thanks to menses... no wonder i had been having stomach ache for the past 1 week... and no wonder my mood swings was REALLY bad!! heheheheh... anyways, i am really happy because i don't have to fast and i won't be in the angel's bad book for not fasting... lol!

speaking about fasting, we have only 5 days to go!! i am so excited! i am more excited because i'll be getting my car by this week... keeping my fingers cross... plz GOD!~ i've been waiting for 3 months... don't you think it is long enough to torture me...? sigh~
  • can't wait for hari raya
  • can't wait for my new car
  • can't wait to go to beijing
  • can't wait to buy a new house
  • can't wait to get rid of useless people in my life
  • can't wait to get married... oopppss! LOL!
my aunt texted me last week and asked me how much did i used my credit card and how much do i pay for it monthly... and i was like... what...?? i told her i paid 1k for my credit card monthly and sometimes more depending on my income... and she was like... that is too little... i tot u salary this and that... blablabla... like wtf..?!
  • firstly, i really don't like it when people ask me about my income (it is my income and not yours... so please mind your own buisness)
  • secondly, i really don't like it when people ask me what did i do with my money (i am not a kid anymore, i know how to manage my money!)
  • thirdly, i hate it when people say "where did your money go...?? you spend your money on unnecessary things and later on your don't have money to pay for whatever3..." (like i said, i am not a kid anymore, i know what is my priority)
OMG! OMG! i tried a bed at harvey norman yesterday and it was the best bed EVER!! it is like a quick sand... it pulls your body... aaaahhhhh~ i would never want to wake up!! :D
unfortunately it is very expensive! but i bet it is really worth it! the normal price is RM26K... and the offer price is RM16K... i can't even afford it when it is on discount!! i hate myself!!

I WANT THAT BED SET!!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

i am emotionally wrecked!!!
i don't know why..
my emotional is unstable..
is it because i am so stressed out..?
or is it because i am too tired..?

i feel abandoned..
i feel lonely..
i feel like there is nobody that i can talk to..

my mom was saying this and that this evening..
and i just shouted my lungs out and closed my ears..
then i cried..
without any specific reason..
i don't know why i did that..

i just felt that i need to shout to get everything out of my heart..
but i didn't say anything..
i just shouted aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
like one spastic person!!!
sigh~
i think i am going crazy..

i think the responsibility and workloads that i have to do has taken the best of me..
i need a break!!

when i am around people, i feel ok..
still empty..
but when i am alone, i felt worst!
i felt that i am not worty of anything..
what is going on with me..?

i dont want to feel this way..
i am sad..



-- Post From My iPhone

Monday, September 07, 2009

going to beijing in january!!
winter time.. wooohooo~


-- Post From My iPhone

Saturday, September 05, 2009

woke up at 12 am and went to office at 2.00 pm.. need to finish all the necessary documents for the proposal that need to be submitted on monday..

went out from office at 6.00 pm.. and wonders where to go for buka puasa..





look at my cute slippers.. love it! :D




i used mama's watch.. i need it to match my handbag.. actually i bought her the Fendi watch for her 55th birthday.. heheeh.. sharing is caring right..? :p




went buka puasa at Paradise Restaurant... seriously all the dishes are the best! expecially the black papper meat!
















-- Post From My iPhone

i am so FULL today!!
had nasi minyak with ayam masak merah, daging rendang, aca and papedem for buka puasa.. phew~ there goes my diet! lol! but hey, i think i've lost some weight during this fasting month because i noticed that my double chin is gone!! yey!! heheehe..

i've been craving for big apple donuts and i get to eat it yesterday and today i get to eat aunty anne's pretzels!! woohhooo~ satisfaction to the max! :D

here are some pictures of me enjoying my caramel almond pretzel.. nyum2x!!



















i need to go to work tomorrow because there is a proposal to be submitted tomorrow.. i hate having to go to work on weekends! but yeah.. i cam earn some extra income by doing overtime..

talking about money, i am totally BROKE this month!! like really!! i had to pay my credit card, give mama money, save up some money and most importantly i have to pay ALL the house bills and it cost around $500.. sigh~ i didnt know it would cost that much.. i dont think i can save up some money when i get my car.. :(
i just hope that mama will stop telling people that i dont give her money because i've been giving her money since the 1st month i get my pay.. and now plus all the house bills and groceries..

-- Post From My iPhone

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

went home early today since i need to do my eyebrows...

did my eyebrows in bangsar then went buka puasa at Madam Kwan...
it is really paifull to do threading when your eyebrows are so bushy...
i will remind myself to do threading at least once a month... i can't bear the pain and redness... sigh~

i bought a new handphone!
a spare phone...
it is not really new handphone... i called it a new handphone since i just bought it today... lol!
it is a secondhand phone...

Motorola V3...
pink clour!
:D
i always wanted a flip phone... and now, i have one! yey!!
i'll be using 2 numbers from now on..
you guys can still contact me using the old number...
the handphone is still in a good condition...
bought it for rm200... so cheap right...? with new casing somemore!
so happy!

 
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