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Monday, September 14, 2009
- can't wait for hari raya
- can't wait for my new car
- can't wait to go to beijing
- can't wait to buy a new house
- can't wait to get rid of useless people in my life
- can't wait to get married... oopppss! LOL!
- firstly, i really don't like it when people ask me about my income (it is my income and not yours... so please mind your own buisness)
- secondly, i really don't like it when people ask me what did i do with my money (i am not a kid anymore, i know how to manage my money!)
- thirdly, i hate it when people say "where did your money go...?? you spend your money on unnecessary things and later on your don't have money to pay for whatever3..." (like i said, i am not a kid anymore, i know what is my priority)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
i am emotionally wrecked!!!
i don't know why..
my emotional is unstable..
is it because i am so stressed out..?
or is it because i am too tired..?
i feel abandoned..
i feel lonely..
i feel like there is nobody that i can talk to..
my mom was saying this and that this evening..
and i just shouted my lungs out and closed my ears..
then i cried..
without any specific reason..
i don't know why i did that..
i just felt that i need to shout to get everything out of my heart..
but i didn't say anything..
i just shouted aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
like one spastic person!!!
sigh~
i think i am going crazy..
i think the responsibility and workloads that i have to do has taken the best of me..
i need a break!!
when i am around people, i feel ok..
still empty..
but when i am alone, i felt worst!
i felt that i am not worty of anything..
what is going on with me..?
i dont want to feel this way..
i am sad..
-- Post From My iPhone
Monday, September 07, 2009
Saturday, September 05, 2009
woke up at 12 am and went to office at 2.00 pm.. need to finish all the necessary documents for the proposal that need to be submitted on monday..
went out from office at 6.00 pm.. and wonders where to go for buka puasa..

look at my cute slippers.. love it! :D

i used mama's watch.. i need it to match my handbag.. actually i bought her the Fendi watch for her 55th birthday.. heheeh.. sharing is caring right..? :p

went buka puasa at Paradise Restaurant... seriously all the dishes are the best! expecially the black papper meat!





-- Post From My iPhone
i am so FULL today!!
had nasi minyak with ayam masak merah, daging rendang, aca and papedem for buka puasa.. phew~ there goes my diet! lol! but hey, i think i've lost some weight during this fasting month because i noticed that my double chin is gone!! yey!! heheehe..
i've been craving for big apple donuts and i get to eat it yesterday and today i get to eat aunty anne's pretzels!! woohhooo~ satisfaction to the max! :D
here are some pictures of me enjoying my caramel almond pretzel.. nyum2x!!






i need to go to work tomorrow because there is a proposal to be submitted tomorrow.. i hate having to go to work on weekends! but yeah.. i cam earn some extra income by doing overtime..
talking about money, i am totally BROKE this month!! like really!! i had to pay my credit card, give mama money, save up some money and most importantly i have to pay ALL the house bills and it cost around $500.. sigh~ i didnt know it would cost that much.. i dont think i can save up some money when i get my car.. :(
i just hope that mama will stop telling people that i dont give her money because i've been giving her money since the 1st month i get my pay.. and now plus all the house bills and groceries..
-- Post From My iPhone
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
went home early today since i need to do my eyebrows...



