burned..
i burned my finger..
it hurts so bad!
but it is getting better now after mama reiki it..

i made some curry puffs..
it tasted good..
but it looks horrible! lol!

someone told me to find the right partner in life, one should observe :
1. the way they treat u when you are happy
2. the way they treat u when you are sad
3. the way they treat u when you are angry
4. the way they treat u when you are sick
5. the way they treat u when you are in trouble

and the most important part would be,

6. the way they treat u when you are just being yourself!

it is important to know if that certain person can accept u for who u are and not for who they think u should be..

i don't know why i wrote that..
i am not happy!
i am not happy with u!
yes! u!
i know that i am not as sweet and loving and caring as they are..
and i know that i have a very bad temper that often make me say things that i should have not said.. but thats me!
i cannot help it..
i am just being me..
yes! the self absorb smug bitchy selfish lazy indenial tempremental girl!

when i asked, what are the things that makes them better then me..?
and u can simply answer it as easy as A B C..

but when i asked, what are the things that makes me better then them..?
u can't answer it!
u had to think!
u had to force urself to answer my question and it took like 15 mins before u answer it..
why..?

i feel..............
and u kept saying that i dont know how to appriciate..
i treated u like a 'kain buruk'...

well, it is true..
it is hard for people to see and realize their own
mistake..

may be it is just me....



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