empty..
that is most likely what i am feeling right now..
why..?
i have no idea..
i feel like i am wasting my youth by being so hooked up with my work everyday..
well.. there is nothing much that we can say about that because work is a must..
but being so 'drown' in work makes me fell suffocated..
no fun..
what u get from work is just;
stress
backache
sore eyes
headache
and the never ending piled up works to do..
i want something more..
something that i can come back to and actually be excited about..
hangging out with friends..?
eeerrmmm...
no!
night life!
yes!
hehehehe..
okey.. label me the night butterfly or whatever that u want..
it is the only thing that i am actually looking forward to every weekend..
it is like a detour..
spend some money..
yes..
but u'll have fun as well..
youth..
what do u get from it..?
maximum energy and enthuses!
makes u wanna do something exciting..
and the thing that makes me excited is unfortunately my night life..
it had been months..
more then 6 months..
i missed it!
i truely do..
its not that i am expecting to go to clubs every weekends..
no..
just once a month..
or may be twice if i am lucky..
lol!
but yeah..
i missed it a lot..
i used to dressed up in nice dresses..
wear all those make ups and shiny lipgloss..
wear my deadly gorgeous heels..
and meet up with some friends and have some good time!
but now..?
i don't even know where to dress up to..
sad..
i need a new bunch of friends..
that can spice up my life a bit..
i don't want my youth to be flush down the drain just by going to work every single day without having some fun and nothing to cherish in my old age besides my work!.
sigh..

i love to dance..

signed,
night butterfly