mood swings! i dont know why i can't control my anger.. i get angry and irritated so easily.. even small things pisses me off.. arrgghh!!

i am irritated with my mom! you know she'll get 'SUPER EXCITED' when she knows that our family is coming.. and she wants to make sure everything is perfect.. for example, kakak zila is coming next month.. so mama ask me to find a service apartment for them because she is coming with her husband, her 2 kids, her mother in law and her brother in law.. and so i found a service apartment that gives them good deal.. a 3 days and 2 nights package.. they'll get $200 discount if they are a J card member.. i am a J card member.. and so mama asked me to book the apartment for them.. i am pissed off because mama kept asking me to book for them while i am super busy! i go to work in the morning and i'll reach home around 11 pm feeling exhausted and stressed out! and yet she kept mumbling saying that i am action and what so ever.. in the 1st place, anybody can make the booking.. they just have to know my card number.. kakak zila herself can make the booking since she is the one that is going to stay there.. what is the fucking problem..??? nak aku jugak yang buat semua! i dont mind helping if i dont have anything to do.. aarrrgghh!! and now she ask me to quit my job coz she said i cannot cope with work pressure..

what i want to do is go to work.. do all my best.. hope for the best.. learn more.. come home and sleep.. and play with my handsome baby cat.. is that so much to ask..?? its not like i ask her for money! the last time i asked her for money is when i started working.. only for the first month! and i never borrowed her money since then..


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