in pain...

its 3.39 am and i still can't get myself to sleep...

i hate period! expecially the pain that u have to endure... fuck! it hurts so much! it started a week before it comes then another week when it is there with you.. sticky... uncomfortable... mood swings.. aarrrggghhh!!!

but still, i am really greatfull that it came right on schedule... i had been having irregular period since the first time i had my menses... which is when i was 14... so its a huge relief when it is on time expecially after i had to see a DR last month and ask them for hormonal pills since i havent been having my menses for 3 whole months! all the DRs said its normal to have irregular period... but i dont think having your menses every 2 - 3 months is normal... does it sounds normal to you..? hummphhh~

things that my boyfriend should know:

• i will keep complaining about my stomach ache whenever my menses is coming
• and i will double maybe triple complain to you about my stomach ache when i am having my menses
• i will have mood swings when my menses is coming
• my mood swings will get worst when i am having my menses
• even stupid jokes will make me angry
• i will be like a little cat asking for attention

things that you should do:

• dont mess with me!
• dont make me angry by annoying me!
• if i ask you to do something, just do it!
• nothing is more important then me whenever i am in pain!
• if i am angry at you, let me cool down... make me a drink or even asking me if i am ok would make me smile again...
• never ever act like u didnt do anything wrong (even it is not totally your fault)

OMG!!! WHY DOES MENSES HAVE TO BE SOOOO FUCKING PAINFUL...?? i feel like crying~