i've change my blog's skin... what do u guys think...? this skin is better or the older skin is better...?

if i can go to the past, there is something that i really wanna change... something that i've kept deep inside... it hurts so much when u turn back n see all the mistakes that u had made... it really made me feel bad bout myself... made me feel that i am such a stupid person for not knowing the consequences of all my actions... i hate myself for all the things that i did....!!!

how can we tell that the person really love us...? how can we tell that all those things that they said to us is true...? argh... i'm really in a dilemma rite now...