first day of menses! i hate it!
i hate it when it comes and i am worried when it doesnt.. hahahah..
no wonder i've been very moody since last week.. even the smallest thing would make me angry.. haaiizz..

i'm going to be 23 years old tomorrow.. i've received 2 advance birthday presents.. one from my aunt and another one is from my friend.. thank you so much!
anyways, below are all the things that i wish for my birthday :

1. Audi TT Coupe
2. Chanel Handbag
3. Miu Miu Heels
4. Sony Cybershot Camera

=)
is it too much to ask..? hehehehe..
oh well.. a girl can wish and dream as much as she wants right?


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alot had happened since the last time i updated my blog.. i've been robbed, my car had been hit from the back, i started my class and i get an increment..

i feel like i've been through alot this year.. especially the not so good experience.. its like 2009 is really not a good year for me.. sigh.. but life must go on right..?

i am so looking forward for 2010 with hope that 2010 will bring joy and success for me.. i also have a list of resolution for next year! suprise? so am i.. hahahaha.. i am not usually the person who make resolutions for new year..

trying to complete my degree with flying colors would be one of my new year's resolution.. but it looks impossible for me since the course is so difficult! getting 'pass' for any subject would be good enough.. there is absolutely NO reading and memorizing subject! all subjects are calculations subjects! and i am so not good with numbers! i hate numbers! i even hate my credit card total bill numbers!!! i am thinking of quitting.. what say you..? good idea? no? may be mechanical engineering is just not for me.. i've never seen myself in engineering.. i am in this field because of my mom..

i've just receive a text msg from my mom saying that she is making an 'island' in my bedroom.. ISLAND! hahahha.. she said Kimora Lee Simon said every successfull girl must have an island of her own.. huh?? gagagaga.. is this a fungshui thing or what..? well.. i guess i have to get home and discover how my bedroom looks like when its turn into an island.. LOL!


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seriously it is hard to survive if you are living in the city! money are like running water.. you have to wait for a month to get that fat pay check and in less then a day it will be gone.. sigh~

i need at least $3200 monthly only for all the bills.. seriously! that does not include my pocket money.. just for the bills and my mom's monthly pocket money.. gagaga~ my head is gonna explode!

yes i know people will say i should stop shopping and all.. i cannot help it! i need to shop to destress!! its not like i buy handbags and shoes monthly.. i really do control myself..

i really need an increament considering i have to pay for my education fees as well.. sigh~

you will need at least $10k salary to survive! seriously! i can't imagine how people earning less then me can survive.. plus if they have kids, it would be a nightmare!



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i love you too much to let you go..

but i think it is time to let you go..

it hurts so much to think about it but i think it is for the best..

i can't tolerate you..

and you can't tolarate me..

you clearly said you had been patient with me for the past 6 years.. its like you had been suffering in silence..

to love you is to let you go..

to love you is to let you find your happinest..

to love you is to release you from all the sufferings..

to love you is to look at you and know that you will find someone that will make you happy..

i love you but i guess it is just not meant to be..

i can't find enough strenght and anger to hate you..

all i can say is.....

i love you too much to let you go..

this would be one of the most hardest thing that i have to do in my life..



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