i am back in KL!!

had a one week holiday and it was suppeerr tiring!! went to batam last sunday and flew to cambodia the next day... i went to cambodia with mama, mak ijah and aunty cha... and that would be the last time i would go on a holiday with aunty cha because she is so so so irritating!! serik aku!! she kept mumbling on how much i owe her... the airport tax.. the perfume... and some other money that she paid for me... like wtf la kan...??!! even 8SGD pun nak berkira... grrrr~ whatever it is, i dont owe her anything anymore and i am so lucky that mama paid for my trip and not her... if not, i would not know how to face her... a word of advice to all of my cousins, never go on a holiday with her expecially if she is the one that is paying for you!! trust me!! -_-"

anyways, this is one of the many many photos that i took... this picture was taken in front of angkor wat; believe to be one of the seven wonders of the world...

if people ask me to go to cambodia again, i would say... "no thanks!"... hahhaahha... its a nice place but it is full with temples and nothing else... if you wanna learn about their culture, history and tell people that you had been to angkor wat, then its ok to go there once.. not a shopping paradise... and the stuffs there are superrr expensive because they use USD for every transaction! surprisingly very EXPENSIVE! for example, the ticket for the museum is 15USD per person!

i dont like our tour guide sebab dia over!

k bye!

this baby is jimmil haikal.. and he is 6 days old.. these pics are taken when he was 4 days old.. i baby sit him for 2 days and 2 nights because the parents left him with bunch of teenagers.. how cruel is that..? wondering why they did that..? well, here is the story..

the mother is a student.. college student.. i knew the mother from a friend because she is my friend's housemate.. everyone in the house didnt know that she was pregnant until the day they brought home the baby.. and obviously they are not married yet.. and so they have a problem on how to tell the baby's granny about it.. the granny asked the mother to come home since she had been avoiding her for the past 9 months or so.. so the idiot parents decided to go back to the mother's hometown together..without the baby.. because they didnt want to tell the grandparents about the baby's existance..

i went to their house and disovered about the poor little baby and i decided to take are of him since they didnt know what to do when the baby cries.. and they are afraid to carry the baby beause he is so fragile.. to be honest,this is the first time i took care of a new born baby and i dont know anything about caring for a new baby.. but i did great.. it was so heart breaking to think of the poor baby's future since the parents dont know what to do with him and the father said that he'll throw him or kill him or do any nasty stuffs to him if the mother tell the granny about this poor little baby.. he is sick! sick bastard! and the mother is an idiot mother for leaving the baby behind and still wondering wether to tell her parents or not.. the baby is ur damn son! grow up! u might be afraid.. so is the kid.. being left behind without thr parents love.. u might as well had an abortion if u knoww that u are goin to be a bad mother! moron!

the reason i am so mad is that, she promised that she'll be back on sunday night but she didnt and she had been at her house for 4 freaking days and she still havent have the guts to tell her mother.. if u dont want to tell your mother,just freaking get back here and take care of ur baby! whatelese an u do..? stay as long as u wish in kelantan and pretend that nothing happened..? just give him away then.. it is better to give him to someone who is willing to take care of him rather thn leaving him with some college kids right..?

it is hard to take care of new born baby.. the sleepless nights.. feeding every 2 hours.. but its worth it because i truely care..