i ponteng work yesterday... simply bcoz i was lazy + my mom is not at home to buzz me bout going to work... hhehhe... didn't do anything yesterday; just stayed at home and watched new episodes of 'spa Q' on tv3 website...

i'm at work now... doin nothing... i got a new pc!! huhu... the old pc that they gv me is sooo old and its still using windows 95... some websites are not compatible wif the window; so i can't access certain websites and i can't even d/load msn... pathetic aite...? i told them i cannot access the weblite website to update their customer data base; so they gv me a new pc!!! wehoooo...

internet explorer / mozilla firefox...? which one is better...?

yey!! at least i get to update my blog!! huhu... coz yesterday when i was sitting down doin nothing in the office, i tried to update my blog but i can't.. dunno why...

well... i'm at the office rite now... doin nothing.. coz there is nothing to do except waiting for calls and pick it up... huhu... boring aite...? but ok lorh... juz hv to sit down and do nothing and get paid rm40 a day.. but the cons are; it is making me lazy and it will make my butt bigger!! lol...

Mother's letter to a son

This was what a mother wrote to her son:

My dear Jagjit,

I am in a well here and hoping you are also in a well there. I'm writing this letter slowly, because I know you cannot read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen 20 miles from home, so we moved 20 miles. I won't be able to send the address as the last Sardar who stayed here took the house numbers with them for their new house so they would not have to change their address. Hopefully by next week we will be able to take our earlier address plate here, and that our address will remain same too. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine, situated right above the toilet I'm not sure it works too well. Last week I put in 3 shirts, pulled the chain and haven't seen them since. The weather here isn't too bad. It rained only twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and second time for 4 days. The coat you wanted me to send you, your Aunt said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with all the metal buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pocket. Your father has another job. He has 500 men under him. He is cutting the grass at the cemetery. Your sister had a baby this morning. I haven't found out whether it is a girl or a boy, so I don't know whether you are an Aunt or Uncle. Your uncle, Jetinder fell in the nearby well. Some men tried to pull him out, but he fought them off bravely and drowned. We cremated him and he burned for three days. There isn't much more news this time. Nothing much has happened. Love - Mom. P.S. Jagjit, I was going to send you some money but by the time I realized, I had already sealed off this letter.

hello!! hhehhe... everything went smoothly!! i'm officially working as a receptionist at gastrodome sdn. bhd. i'm the only malay girl there... and there is 1 malay guy... then the others are chinese, indian and mat salleh!! the GM is soooo freaking handsome!! gagaga... =) i work frm monday - friday... 10 - 6... cool huh...? working in an office and come in at 10...? hehhe...

"thank you for calling gastrodome... this is alya speaking... how may i help u...?"

the day started well... and it ended great!! after work, we went to tarbush restaurant... EAT!!

i'm finally free!! i've completed my diploma... yey!! at least there is something that i can be proud of myself... =)

i'm gonna start working today.. i hope everything will be fine... wa... dunno what to wear... how to do my hair... hmm... i'm starting a new chapter of my life... i hope it will be a great, fresh and interesting new chapter...

i want to be filled with love!!

i can't sleep... i think its bcoz i'm so nervous thinking bout my presentation tomorrow...

stress level - 10

i have a cat and the cat is treating his teddy bear like his child... look where did he place his teddy bear... -_-"

should i say he is spoiled...?

yey!! yet another accomplishment!! i've finish making my presentation slide... 34 slides... hmmm... banyak kan...? i know... the presentation duration time is 15 minutes... so i think its quite okey...

plans for today :

- bind my report
- complete my industrial training log book
- read my report and log book
- get ready for tomorrow's presentation

ah... i'm scared man!! god... plz help me...

at last!! i've finish 'composing' my industrial training report!! phew... what a relieve!! but i'm not free yet... need to start making my slides for my presenttation... grrrr... i hate presentations!! butterflies!! -_-"

went to klcc to watch 30 days of night... the movie was quite okey... not as good as i expected...

i'm missing you.... =(

if u ask me why do i smoke, i'll answer coz i wanna slim down and by smoking; it can reduce my appetite...

quote from 1 of the desperate housewives series... "it'll kill ur appetite first before it kills u..." which is true... lol...

i've cut my hair... layered it... wat do u tink...? hmm...

i need to start writing my report and prepare slides for my presentation!! gosh!! i havent done nything yet... my presentation is on next tuesday... hoping for the best... =)

i'm hired!! yey!! hhehhe... so i'm gonna start working next wednesday coz i have prezentation on tuesday... i'll b working in bangsar... as a receptionist... and for only 4 months... ngeh2... they'll b paying me $5 per hour... ok lorh... better than nothing... so basically i'll b earning $1000+ a month... phew... good to know... coz i hv lots of things to buy... hhehhe...

list of things i wanna buy...

- camera
- hp
- jeans
- shoes
- handbags
- purse

thats all that i can think about for the mean time... hhehhe... i really wanna buy a camery but it'll cost me $1000++... $$$$$$$$

i guess 11 is my lucky number... look how much did i get from ayah long... jangan jealous ah all my cousins... hhehhe...

period pain!!! grrr...

i didn't get enough sleep last nite coz i slept at 3.00 am and i had to woke up at 10.30 coz i have to be ayah long's tourist guide... okey lorh... we went to times square, KLCC and petaling street... we went out at 12.00 pm and we came home at 8.00 pm... sooooo damn tiring!! why...? coz the new daughters are soooo chayaya!! kejap pegi sana... pastu pegi sini... pastu pegi sana alek... then if they don't get what they want, they'll make face... and the thing that made me fucking pissed off was; they (the 2 daughters) said they wanna buy roxy stufz... so when we was in KLCC i said to them roxy boutique is upstairs... then when they search 4 us tak jumpa and they may b tak dapat whatever that they want then 1 of them said to ayah long "dia tu la ckp roxy kat atas!!" smbil jeling kat aku!! sape tak bengang seh!! i was tryin to b nice n suddenly kau nak mcm 2... mcm cibai!! nyway, these are some of the pics that i took...

take a look at these funny signs...

happy family...? hmm....

ayah long and the new wife and kids are here... they arrived last night... ayah long looks old... lol... may b coz i havent meet him for bout 2 years thats why he looks so different now... he asked me to b their tourist guide today.. i'm not very sure how to fit in coz this is the 1st time i meet his 'new family'... hmm...

great news!! hertfordshier university replied regarding my application... they want me to send my reslts ASAP... =)

watch this video!! the cats are super cute and funny!!

did any of the cousins know that ayah long got married today...?! coz for god sake i didn't even know bout it until my mom reached home just now... wanna know what pisses me off...?! i tot mama went to singapore juz bcoz she juz suka2 but it turned out she went to spore to attend ayah long's wedding! and she didn't even tell me why the hell she is goin to spore... i knew she was goin to spore on the very day she went to spore coz she asked me to send her... when i asked her when is she coming home; she said "buat pe kau nak tau?" wth rite...?!

am i invisible to you...?!

I J U S T D O N T K N O W W H AT T O D O!!

there is exactly nothing had been happening lately... i'm soooo bored... i just dunno what to do... i tried to get a job but it looks like no one wanna hire me... i need money to settle my hp bill.... can anybody plz gimme some money...? i really need to continue my studies ASAP coz my mom will only gimme money when i'm studyin...

i want to live a fairytale life... unfortunately it is not possible...

i miss this guy eventhough he annoys me like hell!! =) it is really hard to admit, but the truth is.... I LOVE U!!

somebody... anybody... plz ask me out!!! i'm dying!!! staying at home for the whole week is really making me go crazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyy!!!

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

i bought my cat a shirt... it is actually a dog shirt... i can't find any cat shirt so i decided to buy my cat the doggie shirt... i bought size 2 for him and unfortunately he is super fat and he cannot fit the shirt; so i have to go and change the shirt and i have to add somemore $$$!! he refuses to eat his cat food coz he wanna eat fish!! that happen everytime i left him at my bf's house... grr!!

life is great... i just hope it can be a bit different... check out those cut dogs... i wish i can take them home!! =)