Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Very High
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	Very High
Envy:	High
Lust:	Very High
Pride:	Medium

OMG!! i never realize i am this sinfull.. god, plz forgive me.. i really need to change... no wonder my frens always say i'm all about 'lust'! i can't believe that its true... still thinking where to go to celebrate new year.. -_-

HapPy BirtHday to me...

HapPy BirtHday to me...

HapPy BirtHday to aLya...

HapPy BirtHday to me...

yeah... at last i'm 21 years old!! hehhhe... mama didn't threw any bday party for me... i went out wif boyfie on my bday eve... we went to a pub/bar where they have live band... izam promised me to bring me to a club on my bday... so i was quite dissapointed + his frens were there... i didnt like his frens... my 1st impression was "wth...?! they are like a bunch of freaks and they looked pathetic!" but after we had chicken chop, JD, Teq and free flow of i dont know what, i started to hv fun.. they are not tt bad after all... they suprised me with a bday cake (which actually is a pancake... lol...) and they asked the live band to sing bday song for me... sweet! =)

lesson learned = don't judge a book by its cover!, don't judge a person by his appearance..

2007 is coming to an end... there are several events that i won't forget in 2007...

• i completed my diploma
• i turned 21 years old
• had my first job
• learned to 'drink' (tts a bad thing! i know..)
• i realized how much i love my family & my bf

summary for 2007 : it was a joyfull + happening year where i had achieved something to be proud of and get to know bunch of new frens... i love my family and friends... =) they are always there for me no matter what...

went shopping yesterday coz i needed some retail therapy... bought 2 dresses... i look FABULOUS in them!! hehhhe... i am so gonna buy the other dress at MNG... damn gorgeous!! didnt buy it yesterday coz no budget.. huhu... i'll upload the pics ASAP!!

Beza perempuan lawa & perempuan tak lawa

Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam,
Lelaki akan cakap : woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...
Kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam,
Lelaki akan cakap : eh tak reti komunikasi betul...

Kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat,
Lelaki akan kata : musti ada krisis dalaman nih. Kesian
Kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat,
Lelaki akan cakap : dah la tak lawa,perangai pulak huduh...

Kalau perempuan lawa menolong lelaki yg diganggu,
Lelaki akan cakap : heroin sejati...!
Kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong lelaki yang diganggu,
Lelaki akan kata : taktik nak ngorat le tu...

Kalau perempuan lawa dapat lelaki hensem,
Lelaki akan kata : ok gak la....
Kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat lelaki hensem,
Lelaki akan kata : kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki tuh!

Kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih,
Lelaki akan kata : buta kayu betul mamat tu....
Kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih,
Lelaki akan kata : patut pun kena reject...

Kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang,
Lelaki akan cakap : perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang
Kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang,
Lelaki akan cakap : sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

Kalau perempuan lawa bawa BMW,
Lelaki akan cakap : ntah dato' mana bela nih....
Kalau perempuan tak lawa bawa BMW,
Lelaki akan cakap : musti anak org kaya nih.....

Kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar,
Lelaki akan cakap : pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
Kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar,
Lelaki akan kata : sedar pun diri...

Kalau perempuan lawa menuang air kegelas lelaki,
Lelaki akan cakap : caring sungguh....
Kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki,
Lelaki akan cakap : nak tunjuk caring le tu....

Kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati,
Lelaki akan cakap : dont worry i will make u happy forever
Kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati,
Lelaki akan kata : sikit2 nak nangis!!mengada2...

Kalau perempuan lawa masak,
Lelaki akan kata : dah la lawa, pandai masak pulak tu...
Kalau perempuan tak lawa masak,
Lelaki akan cakap : ntah sedap ke tak????

Kalau perempuan lawa main2 miss call,
Lelaki akan kata : tak pe...
Kalau perempuan tak lawa main2 miss call,
Lelaki akan cakap : ko ni tak de keja lain ke... sibuk ni tau..

Kalau perempuan lawa hantar2 email,
Lelaki akan kata : sukenya....
Kalau perempuan tak lawa hantar2 email,
Lelaki akan cakap : balik2 email dia...boring

i'm a capricorn babeh...

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover

• Love to bust
• Nice
• Sassy
• Intelligent
• Sexy
• Predict future
• Irresistable
• Loves being in long relationship
• Great talker
• Always gets what she wants
• Cool
• Loves to own Gemini's in sports
• Extremely fun
• Loves to joke
• Smart

its just so damn true la... huhu...

aunty long is here with one of her grandchild... ahmad fadhli... seriously, sometimes he is getting on my nerves coz he just cannot shut his mouth... i cannot stand mama's mouth and yet i have to deal with another big mouth... GOD... save me!!

conversation 1

mama : kau kat sekolah pandai ke bodoh...?

fadhli : mana2 pun boleh...

conversation 2

mama : pergi tutup pintu bilik aunty yaya

few seconds later...

mama : dah tutup pintu bilik aunty yaya...?

fadhli : dah la...

mama : kau buat pe tadi...?

fadhli : bukak pintu bilik aunty yaya la...

-_-"

okey... he is truely abg endy's son... no offence... lol... and one more thing, mama ask him to call mama 'atok mama' and u guys know what he calls my mom...? 'anak mama'... and he keep on calling my mom anak mama even after mama corrected him... lol...

a good start for my 21st birthday... mak ani gave me a digital camera!! olympus FE-280... i asked for sony... but i'm happy enough to get this camera... wee~

SUPER-SLIM 0.65-INCH, ALL-METAL BODY DESIGN.
An amazingly slim, all-metal camera that's slightly over a 1/2-inch thick. Fits practically anywhere so you can capture memories wherever you go.

FACE DETECTION.
Whether you're at a family reunion or a barbeque with friends, you always want great portrait shots. Face Detection tracks and focuses on your subjects' faces and optimizes exposure for sharp, brilliant portrait pictures.

DIGITAL IMAGE STABILIZATION (DIS) MODE & EDIT.
With high ISO sensitivity and faster shutter speeds you can freeze the action to capture sharp, blur-free images, even if the camera or your subject is moving. DIS Edit uses built-in gyro sensors to track camera movement so you can fix blurry images right in the camera.

21 SHOOTING MODES INCLUDING MOVIE WITH SOUND.
Always get the best shot. Preset shooting modes optimize your camera's settings for sharp, brilliant photos. Modes include Portrait, Landscape, Sunset, Night Scene, Sports, Landscape, 3 Underwater Modes plus many more. Shoots TV-quality movies with sound.

PERFECT SHOT PREVIEW.
It's no longer necessary to take multiple shots and then try to select the best one. Using a live, multi-frame window on the LCD, you can preview the effects of various settings and select and capture the perfect one before you shoot.

these cute cats really know how to enjoy life!! super fat + cute!! ;)

p/s : they are watching tv!!

i love this movie!! super cute deamons!! except for nicole kidman's~

she is too young to be a mother!! but i salute her for being brave and her willingness to take the responsibility~

oh GOD.. what the hell happened to you briney...? i used to love her but now... just look at her~

Say ‘No’ to street protests!!

i hate the hindrafs!! like seriously!! they are fucking ungrateful beings!! they can live in nice and peaceful country and what did they do...? street protest.... calling the government names... throwing rocks at the police... wth la...?! don't they know all the actions that they made causes lots of damages...?! they are threatening racial peace and harmony + they are ruining the image and the economy of the country!! they are seriously fucking stupid peps!!

i feel like quitting my job... seriously... why...?! bcoz they reduce my working hours... 9.30 - 5.00... obviously they are not paying me if i go back at 6 / 7... tt sucks man!! coz everyday i have to wait for my mom... damn it la!! i am so gonna pay for my tuition fees after i get this month salary coz i wanna try for a better job with my qualifications...

i want one!! no... i want 2 of it!! the super fat 1 plz... =) they are uber cute la...

i wanna buy this phone!! Nokia N95... Soon!! hehhehe... why do i wanna buy this phone...? i don't exactly know why... i think it is bcoz of the 5 megapixel camera... actually i prefer a flip phone coz i had never use a flip phone before... but i cannot think of any cool n good flip phone.. do u guys have any suggestions...? do tell me plz before i buy n95...

this Nokia N76 looks nice too aite...? it comes in 2 colors; black and red... i prefer the red one better... but the camera is not as good as N95... hmm...

something strange happened to me last saturday~

i was driving home from klang arond 1++ am... when i was on the federal highway, i felt something different... i felt my hair was longer then the usual length and i felt so hot... my car air cond is very cold; so i don't know why i can't even feel the air cond~ i tried to read ayat qursy... but i can't even remember a line of the surah... damn it!! my car felt heavier then usual and it kinda wobble a little...

i drove as fast as i can coz i was soooo freaking scared!! when i reached home, i saw something at the jungle in front of my house... (something white standing...) when i was in the lift, i smell some sort of flowery smell... but when i entered the house, i felt so light... like something that was sitting on my spine had left... GOD!! i can even read the ayat qursy... my bf said may b 'the thing' cannot come inside the house thats why i didn't feel any presents when i was in the house...

i was soooo scared that i asked baby to sleep with me... baby macam faham... he slept with me on my bed... normally he'll sleep on his bed....

19 days to my birthday!!

i just finished updating the 'tea leaves'(wrong spelling ah...?) that the outlets gave me... below are my weekly schedule :

Monday = tea leave

Tuesday = send all the tea leaves before 12 pm

Wednesday = collect 'thank you card' from all the managers

simple aite...? boring... i really2 need to do my degree ASAP!! i dont want to stuck as a receptionist forever.. -_-"

can't wait to buy Nokia N95!!

it had been raining since yesterday... it will stop for a few hours then it'll rain again... i was wearing baju kurung to work today and i was freezing cold... there is really nothing much to do... answer calls... distribute the charity calendar to all of the outlets... then again... sitting in front of the computer and do nothing.... so i decided to snap some photos of the office for u guys to enjoy...

one lonely fish...

one boring plant...

one stupid damn slow computer...

i just don't understand why they want us to answer the calls with a big smile... its not like the caller can c us smiling... duh...

last but not least a beautiful christmast tree decorated by selicia...

i just love the cover of this magazine... cool, simple and nice huh...?

freezing cold in the office~

sleepy~

i wanna go home~

gosh... i'm really pathetic... i haven't pay my tuition fees of $920 yet... my mom had given me the money but i had used it... i only have $600 left in my purse for my tuition fees... honey had banked in $100 in my bank... he need to bank in another $100 then i have to add $120 for my tuition fees... hmm... maxis; the telecommunication company had send me a letter regarding my hp bill... argh... bills...

i'm still searching for a university to further my degree... i wanted to go to UK but mama said its too expensive... she asked me to apply for NUS... but then she said the spore and australia currency is about the same... so she tell me to apply for some university in australia... hmm.. i dunno la... headache!!

the universities that i apply would need my diploma transkrip and my current university won't gimme my transkrip until i settle up all my outstanding fees...

there is nothing more important than money these days~

i ponteng work yesterday... simply bcoz i was lazy + my mom is not at home to buzz me bout going to work... hhehhe... didn't do anything yesterday; just stayed at home and watched new episodes of 'spa Q' on tv3 website...

i'm at work now... doin nothing... i got a new pc!! huhu... the old pc that they gv me is sooo old and its still using windows 95... some websites are not compatible wif the window; so i can't access certain websites and i can't even d/load msn... pathetic aite...? i told them i cannot access the weblite website to update their customer data base; so they gv me a new pc!!! wehoooo...

internet explorer / mozilla firefox...? which one is better...?

yey!! at least i get to update my blog!! huhu... coz yesterday when i was sitting down doin nothing in the office, i tried to update my blog but i can't.. dunno why...

well... i'm at the office rite now... doin nothing.. coz there is nothing to do except waiting for calls and pick it up... huhu... boring aite...? but ok lorh... juz hv to sit down and do nothing and get paid rm40 a day.. but the cons are; it is making me lazy and it will make my butt bigger!! lol...

Mother's letter to a son

This was what a mother wrote to her son:

My dear Jagjit,

I am in a well here and hoping you are also in a well there. I'm writing this letter slowly, because I know you cannot read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen 20 miles from home, so we moved 20 miles. I won't be able to send the address as the last Sardar who stayed here took the house numbers with them for their new house so they would not have to change their address. Hopefully by next week we will be able to take our earlier address plate here, and that our address will remain same too. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine, situated right above the toilet I'm not sure it works too well. Last week I put in 3 shirts, pulled the chain and haven't seen them since. The weather here isn't too bad. It rained only twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and second time for 4 days. The coat you wanted me to send you, your Aunt said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with all the metal buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pocket. Your father has another job. He has 500 men under him. He is cutting the grass at the cemetery. Your sister had a baby this morning. I haven't found out whether it is a girl or a boy, so I don't know whether you are an Aunt or Uncle. Your uncle, Jetinder fell in the nearby well. Some men tried to pull him out, but he fought them off bravely and drowned. We cremated him and he burned for three days. There isn't much more news this time. Nothing much has happened. Love - Mom. P.S. Jagjit, I was going to send you some money but by the time I realized, I had already sealed off this letter.

hello!! hhehhe... everything went smoothly!! i'm officially working as a receptionist at gastrodome sdn. bhd. i'm the only malay girl there... and there is 1 malay guy... then the others are chinese, indian and mat salleh!! the GM is soooo freaking handsome!! gagaga... =) i work frm monday - friday... 10 - 6... cool huh...? working in an office and come in at 10...? hehhe...

"thank you for calling gastrodome... this is alya speaking... how may i help u...?"

the day started well... and it ended great!! after work, we went to tarbush restaurant... EAT!!

i'm finally free!! i've completed my diploma... yey!! at least there is something that i can be proud of myself... =)

i'm gonna start working today.. i hope everything will be fine... wa... dunno what to wear... how to do my hair... hmm... i'm starting a new chapter of my life... i hope it will be a great, fresh and interesting new chapter...

i want to be filled with love!!

i can't sleep... i think its bcoz i'm so nervous thinking bout my presentation tomorrow...

stress level - 10

i have a cat and the cat is treating his teddy bear like his child... look where did he place his teddy bear... -_-"

should i say he is spoiled...?

yey!! yet another accomplishment!! i've finish making my presentation slide... 34 slides... hmmm... banyak kan...? i know... the presentation duration time is 15 minutes... so i think its quite okey...

plans for today :

- bind my report
- complete my industrial training log book
- read my report and log book
- get ready for tomorrow's presentation

ah... i'm scared man!! god... plz help me...

at last!! i've finish 'composing' my industrial training report!! phew... what a relieve!! but i'm not free yet... need to start making my slides for my presenttation... grrrr... i hate presentations!! butterflies!! -_-"

went to klcc to watch 30 days of night... the movie was quite okey... not as good as i expected...

i'm missing you.... =(

if u ask me why do i smoke, i'll answer coz i wanna slim down and by smoking; it can reduce my appetite...

quote from 1 of the desperate housewives series... "it'll kill ur appetite first before it kills u..." which is true... lol...

i've cut my hair... layered it... wat do u tink...? hmm...

i need to start writing my report and prepare slides for my presentation!! gosh!! i havent done nything yet... my presentation is on next tuesday... hoping for the best... =)

i'm hired!! yey!! hhehhe... so i'm gonna start working next wednesday coz i have prezentation on tuesday... i'll b working in bangsar... as a receptionist... and for only 4 months... ngeh2... they'll b paying me $5 per hour... ok lorh... better than nothing... so basically i'll b earning $1000+ a month... phew... good to know... coz i hv lots of things to buy... hhehhe...

list of things i wanna buy...

- camera
- hp
- jeans
- shoes
- handbags
- purse

thats all that i can think about for the mean time... hhehhe... i really wanna buy a camery but it'll cost me $1000++... $$$$$$$$

i guess 11 is my lucky number... look how much did i get from ayah long... jangan jealous ah all my cousins... hhehhe...

period pain!!! grrr...

i didn't get enough sleep last nite coz i slept at 3.00 am and i had to woke up at 10.30 coz i have to be ayah long's tourist guide... okey lorh... we went to times square, KLCC and petaling street... we went out at 12.00 pm and we came home at 8.00 pm... sooooo damn tiring!! why...? coz the new daughters are soooo chayaya!! kejap pegi sana... pastu pegi sini... pastu pegi sana alek... then if they don't get what they want, they'll make face... and the thing that made me fucking pissed off was; they (the 2 daughters) said they wanna buy roxy stufz... so when we was in KLCC i said to them roxy boutique is upstairs... then when they search 4 us tak jumpa and they may b tak dapat whatever that they want then 1 of them said to ayah long "dia tu la ckp roxy kat atas!!" smbil jeling kat aku!! sape tak bengang seh!! i was tryin to b nice n suddenly kau nak mcm 2... mcm cibai!! nyway, these are some of the pics that i took...

take a look at these funny signs...

happy family...? hmm....

ayah long and the new wife and kids are here... they arrived last night... ayah long looks old... lol... may b coz i havent meet him for bout 2 years thats why he looks so different now... he asked me to b their tourist guide today.. i'm not very sure how to fit in coz this is the 1st time i meet his 'new family'... hmm...

great news!! hertfordshier university replied regarding my application... they want me to send my reslts ASAP... =)

watch this video!! the cats are super cute and funny!!

did any of the cousins know that ayah long got married today...?! coz for god sake i didn't even know bout it until my mom reached home just now... wanna know what pisses me off...?! i tot mama went to singapore juz bcoz she juz suka2 but it turned out she went to spore to attend ayah long's wedding! and she didn't even tell me why the hell she is goin to spore... i knew she was goin to spore on the very day she went to spore coz she asked me to send her... when i asked her when is she coming home; she said "buat pe kau nak tau?" wth rite...?!

am i invisible to you...?!

I J U S T D O N T K N O W W H AT T O D O!!

there is exactly nothing had been happening lately... i'm soooo bored... i just dunno what to do... i tried to get a job but it looks like no one wanna hire me... i need money to settle my hp bill.... can anybody plz gimme some money...? i really need to continue my studies ASAP coz my mom will only gimme money when i'm studyin...

i want to live a fairytale life... unfortunately it is not possible...

i miss this guy eventhough he annoys me like hell!! =) it is really hard to admit, but the truth is.... I LOVE U!!

somebody... anybody... plz ask me out!!! i'm dying!!! staying at home for the whole week is really making me go crazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyy!!!

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

i bought my cat a shirt... it is actually a dog shirt... i can't find any cat shirt so i decided to buy my cat the doggie shirt... i bought size 2 for him and unfortunately he is super fat and he cannot fit the shirt; so i have to go and change the shirt and i have to add somemore $$$!! he refuses to eat his cat food coz he wanna eat fish!! that happen everytime i left him at my bf's house... grr!!

life is great... i just hope it can be a bit different... check out those cut dogs... i wish i can take them home!! =)

yesterday was a very tiring day... woke up at 12.00 pm then straight away vacuum and mop the hse... had to rearrange everything coz aunty cha juz dunno hv to arrange things... hhehhe...

my bf and 3 of his sis came last night... cooked speghetti coz his mom wanna it spaghetti...

i dunno whatelse to write... and baby is back!! =)

i cried...

i woke up at 7.00 am this moning.. i smiled... i went to work at 8.00 am... can't stop smiling... i reached work at 8.45 am.. smile!! smile!! smile!! hhaha.. yes!! today is the last day of my internship... that is why i can't stop smiling...

but when i went inside the production area; my intention was to say good bye and thank all of the staffs for their co-operation for the past 4 months... that is when i start crying!! i dunno why... may b it is bcoz of the bond that we had made... i'll miss them! i can't stop crying even when i went upstairs to the office... -_-

MCIS insurance

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady forty miles perhour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "Darling," he says. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," he says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, and she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 mph. He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60 mph. "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat." The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him a wee bit nervous, so he asks her: "Isn't there anything you want?" The wife at last replies - in a quiet and controlled voice. "No, I've got everything I need." she says. "Oh, really?" he inquires, "So what have you got?" Just before they slam into the wall at 75 mph, the wife turns to him and smiles....."The airbag....."

Never underestimate how a woman thinks.

Moral of the story: Buy Toyota VIOS as it has only one airbag (for driver only). The husband sure die and wife gets everything! So, for a husband don't buy a Vios today.... :)

Husbands, pls take insurance! but.. think twice for MCIS insurance. Know why?

" M.C.I.S "= Mati Cepat Isteri Senang

i didnt go to work today... ponteng... again... hhehhe... tomorrow is the last day for my internship... yey!!

just finish making apple salad... it taste horrible... padan muka mama... sape suruh ask me to make it... ngeh2...

things need to get done tonight!!

- my log book
- product specification
- lab rules and regulation

wa... tak tido la tonite... -_-

look wat i did to suresh the lab assistant id... hhehhe... i just dont have nything to do... yey!! can't wait for saturday!!

me being me...

me not being me.. doin work... tts why my fren took this pic... ngeh2...

i miss my baby cat soooooooooooooooo much!!

i guess aunty cha dunno what hair clip is use for... she took my hair clip and use it as a tudung's clip.. she so chayaya la...

aunty long juz can't stop talking bout klcc... she said "aku tengok klcc ni kejap tinggi, kejap rendah..." siou... we was on the road... of course la.. her point was... "aku tak pnah g klcc...nak g pegang klcc..." haha... so i bring her to klcc... at 11.30pm... all the shops are closed... but she juz wanna to pegang the klcc wat... then when i took her pics, she said "tak mo byk2... nnti yg tak lawa kan m'bazir..." i took the pics using my hp... tak kena bayar nything kan...?! i just don't understand my aunty!!