i am currently at Eagle Ranch Port Dickson.. PDE organized a family day for all the staffs..

reach here around 1 pm.. had lunch.. the check in time is at 3 pm.. so we decided to play gocart.. unfortunately they only have 1 car.. so we can either ask for refund or change it to other games.. some of us decided to play archery.. it is tough! considering i am a girl with not so strong hands.. the thing was REALLY heavy! but it was fun..

after archery, we went for horse riding.. i choose to ride a white horse.. his name is STAR and he is 19 years old.. i was like..

"hi star.. i am moon.. please be nice to me.."

LOL!

at 4.30pm we played several group management games such as giant slippers, acid river and a few other games that i don't even know the name.. it was fun! really fun!

we had BBQ dinner at 8.00pm.. we sang and dance.. they ask me to sing but i told them i don't sing.. i just dance.. and to my surprise, they asked me to dance! sigh~ i am not really a great dancer when i am sober because i am quite shy.. suprise?? hahahha.. the emcee even told me that i am not being myself tonight because i just sit and act shy.. i am normally a very loud person.. hahahaha..

after dinner, which is around 11.00pm, we headed to PD's town to have some drinks.. it was so damn far from our resort!

and now i am in my room trying to get some sleep because i need to wake up early tomorrow morning for the paint ball game.. lets hope i wont get shot! * keeping my fingers crossed*

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i can't sleep.. aarrgghhh.. how can i force myself to sleep..?? i need to sleep!! i have to go to work in the morning!!

i've decided to make the best of 2010..

1. i will wake up early for work
2. i'll try my best to not be late to work
3. i'll drag myself to the gym.. at least 3/4 times a week
4. i will finish my degree
5. i will pay up all my credit card balance
6. i will save up more
7. i will do overtimes daily
8. i'll try my best to improve myself in every way that i could

lets do it!!
=)
hello 2010!! i am ready for you no matter how shitty it might be..


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its 2.30 am and i still can't get myself to sleep... sigh~
since i don't know what to do, i decided to blog...

i am contemplating either to continue my degree or not because the course is so damn difficult and i don't think it relates to the job that i am doing... i am not really into technical site nowadays since my boss promoted me to project coordinator / proposal coordinator... so i basically monitor projects progress and make proposal for bid... boring huh...?

if i am in design, then this course would be good for me...
but then if i want to concentrate on PDMS, i think it would be better for me to take professional course for PDMS such as admin / pml right...?

it is really hard to decide!
i talked to my mom and she asked me what i want to do in the future... she asked me if i want to work with PDE for the rest of my life... she asked me if i want to be project coordinator for the rest of my life... i was like... hmmm... she is not helping me with my decision at all! obviously she disagree with me to discontinue my degree since she have masters so she wants me to have higher education then she does... expectations... what can you do with it..?? sigh~

and so i decided to go with the flow... i went to the classes even tho i can't understand a single word that the lecturer is saying.. i am physically in the class but my mind is elsewhere...

my heart had never been in engineering...
i prefer working in labs.. it is more interesting... you get to analyze something new and learn new things... but now i am stuck here doing something that i don't have passion for... i just do it anyway for the money... it is so pathetic!

how do i end up in engineering...??
because my mom forced me to take this bloody course of course!
well... may be it is good for me... just may be...

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a girl can dream as much as she wants right...??
guess how i visualize myself in 10 years time...??

i'll be happily married... with adorable kids... in my dream house...
i will be spending my time at home doing some gardening... sending and fetching my kids to school... help them with their homework... cook for my family...
have tea with my best friends...
go shopping whenever i feel like going...
and may be i'll have my own business...

it would be like in fairy tales if all my dreams could come true...
haaaiiizzz...
if only...

*keeping my fingers crossed*

Happy New Year 2010!!
welcoming the new year with hope 2010 will bring abundance of wealth, joy, health and happiness..
the new year has just begin.. its a long way to go.. with new resolutions in hand, i will try my best to make the best of 2010..

i am still not engaged to anybody?? its already 2010 yo!! i am 24 years old this year!!
i want to get married and have kids.. so random! LOL!


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