omg! i am so overloaded with all the works that i have to do... i am handling 2 projects and now i have to prepare a proposal to be submitted tomorrow... sigh~ its already 10.15 pm and i am still at work... big pay check really comes with a big responsibility... there are so much work packs that i have to handle till my boss asked me if i need a new shelf to put all those work packs... unfortunately, i already have 1 tall shelf and 2 cabinets and 1 white board at my place... there is no room for any new shelf...

taking over workloads from someone who is not organised is really a pain in the ass... you have to check every single thing and organised it so that it would be easier for you and the rest of the team... no wonder i am the project coordinator... i am so well organised... lol!

anyways, my best friend came for an interview at PDE this morning and guess what..?? she got the job! yey!! but she will be under probation for 3 months... she will be starting next week... hopefully she can create a superb system so that we don't have to print lots of things and it will make my job so much easier...  :p

BESTIES!

they are my best friends since secondary school... there is 1 left... faty... she is still in curtin... she will be back next month! weee~

it is really hard for us to meet each other since i am busy working and they are busy studying... but hey, we are still best friends... love them lots! muahhx...

went out with my besties last sunday... we watched monsters vs aliens... we were the only adults in the cinema... lol... then we went for lunch at Chili's... we spent around 2 hours there... eat + chit chat... :p

after that we went shoe shopping... then we decided to have tea and cake at The Apartment and continue our chatting session...

can't wait for the next 'get together' session...

=)

OMG! seriously! everybody should watch these 2 movies! it is hilarious!

BOB up here was made without a brain... and he is like so 'kuku'... and he is so funny!!

bob : i bet he can't get over me

susan : well actually he cannot get over me!

bob : what...? he dated you too..?? what a 2 timing jerk!

padahal the guy that they are talking about was susan ex-bf... nothing to do with bob... sigh~ you should watch it! then you'll know what i mean..

Night at the museum 2 is the best!

general : when i yell 'ATTACK'... we will all attack...

red indian girl : but if we say that, wouldn't we will be alarming the enemy...?

then the general decided to yell 'WE ARE NOT GOING TO ATTACK!!' and they all attacked... lol!

i hate you!

huarghhh!!

you are super annoying!

you are so demanding!

you act good!

you should be greatful you get a job here in malaysia!

i hope you'll fall hard!

super hard that you will be ashame to show your face in malaysia ever again!

ok... i feel great... hahahhaha...

sometimes you just have to write down all those words just to feel better... =)

i won't bother explaining why i am so mad and at who... it is just a waste of time and he is so not worth it...

anyways, how is my new layout...? it is nice... but it is kinda boring... i should think of something to spice it up a little bit...

i think i wanna join red crost... or may be wwf... i like to help people... and i am so in love with animals... you'll get all the satisfaction in the world by helping others... but i sure need a lot of money for it.. sigh~

someday...

the little imperfection that makes them perfect for u...

sigh~ so touching...

PMS!

yikes! its kinda overdue but it is better late for few weeks rather then few months right..?

-_-

let me list out the things that i need to pay next month :

1. car insurance : rm500+
2. car road tax : rm20
3. driving licence : rm90
4. my mastercard : ?
5. my diner's card : rm850
6. my maxis bill : ?
7. mak ijah : sg200
8. my mom : rm300
9. savings : ?

like alot la kan!!

i got to stop shopping!

fuhhh~ fuhhh~

list of the things that i desperately wanna buy :

• new laptop
• honda city *smiles*
• new ferragamo handbag
• ferragamo shoes
• new watch (i am so in love with that particular aigner + ferragamo watch!)

i better stop here... coz the list will keep on going... lol! but yeah... the first 2 things are my top priority...

my dream...

when i was a little girl, i wish i would grow up and be a very successful corporate lady... intelligent, stylish, beautiful and be on top of the world...

when i was in school, i wanted to be a scientist... more of an astronout...

but then my mom enrolled me for chemical engineering course since she thinks that it would be the best choice since i am good in science and it is easier to get a job in this industry...

and now, here i am... working in an as-builting company... designing platforms and pipe lines for oil and gas industry... i could say that i am doing well considering that i had only worked for 1 year and 1 month and i am already part of the 'top list' employee... lol!

work is so stressful! you have to compete with other workers from different country and different backgrounds... expecially when you are a girl... you have to strive for the things that you want... 

i am enrolling myself for degree in mechanical engineering next year... part time studies... it is better that way... you get to gain knowledge and experience at the same time... interesting aint it...? but sure is difficult... like they say, if you want it, you have to work for it, right...?

now i know how it has been for a single mother like my mom working and studying at the same time plus having to support her daughter... it is exhausting and inspirational... i am so proud of my mom!

i wanna SCREAM!!!

it is REALLY hard to satisfy everybody! expecially my mom!

i thought moher's day is on the 13th of may... i didnt know that the date changes every year... and so i continued with my weekends routine which is hangging out at my friends house and slept there because i wanted to watch all the gossip girls series that she downloaded... and i went to midvalley the next day (on mother's day)... i received a text msg from my mom asking if i am having dinner with ajoy's parents for mother's day... and i replied no since i've planned to have dinner with her for mother's day (still don't have any clue that particular sunday is mother's day)... and i continued with my window shopping until...

ajoy : today is mother's day la...

alya : no... its on the 13th...

ajoy : then why is everybody holding flowers...?

alya : they are calebrating in advance...

then my phone rings... my mom called and she was emo-ing.. marah tak tentu pasal... and so i googled mother's day date for 2009 and to my surprise, mother's day is on the 10th... sigh~

mama said that it shows how much i don't care that is why i don't bother to check when is mother's day... -_-" if i don't care, i won't ask you to choose any treatment at a spa for mothers day (1 week before mother's day)... and i definately won't put any reminder on my hp for mother's day...

i bought her a Braun Buffel handbag eventho it is expensive and my master card had reached its limit and i had to use my diner's card (sacrificing my next month salary to pay the FULL price for the handbag since i used my diner's card)... i felt like crying when i swipe my card... but yeah... i sacrificed... why...? becaus it is for my beloved mother.. and what did i get when i gave the handbag to her...?

alya : happy mother's day..

mama : tak payah! i don't want it!

alya : tak nak gi jual balik... dapat duit.. (went straight to my room..)

i even wrote her a card!

what happens to the bag and card..?

it is still in the living room... untouched!

you don't even want to have a look at the present that i bought for you...?

enough said...

mood swings! i dont know why i can't control my anger.. i get angry and irritated so easily.. even small things pisses me off.. arrgghh!!

i am irritated with my mom! you know she'll get 'SUPER EXCITED' when she knows that our family is coming.. and she wants to make sure everything is perfect.. for example, kakak zila is coming next month.. so mama ask me to find a service apartment for them because she is coming with her husband, her 2 kids, her mother in law and her brother in law.. and so i found a service apartment that gives them good deal.. a 3 days and 2 nights package.. they'll get $200 discount if they are a J card member.. i am a J card member.. and so mama asked me to book the apartment for them.. i am pissed off because mama kept asking me to book for them while i am super busy! i go to work in the morning and i'll reach home around 11 pm feeling exhausted and stressed out! and yet she kept mumbling saying that i am action and what so ever.. in the 1st place, anybody can make the booking.. they just have to know my card number.. kakak zila herself can make the booking since she is the one that is going to stay there.. what is the fucking problem..??? nak aku jugak yang buat semua! i dont mind helping if i dont have anything to do.. aarrrgghh!! and now she ask me to quit my job coz she said i cannot cope with work pressure..

what i want to do is go to work.. do all my best.. hope for the best.. learn more.. come home and sleep.. and play with my handsome baby cat.. is that so much to ask..?? its not like i ask her for money! the last time i asked her for money is when i started working.. only for the first month! and i never borrowed her money since then..


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Bali..

shopping : okey
enviroment : sucks
hard rock hotel : THE BEST!
ocean : super nice + big waves
food : okey but dont eat at McD.. nanti kentut bau bangkai! hahaha..

i am exhausted.. need to get my beauty sleep.. will upload all the pics on facebook asap.. ;)


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