i am stressed out!!









i was called by my boss few days ago... he said he had never chatted with me personally since i joined the company... and so the conversation begins with this sentence.... "i assume u already know why i called u up right...?" i was like... damn!! that i soo not a good sentence to start a conversation... and yeah... the conversation did not turn out well... he brings up about why i left the office that day for about an hour... okey.. it was totally my fault... then he said... I AM A DISTRACTION to ajoy... like wtf la dude!! if i am such a distraction, just fucking fire me la!! stop 'psycho-ing' me by checking me like 20 times a day!! it is just sooo fucking irritating!! and 'someone' is being super sarcastic with me in the office... god! they are one bunch of immature professionals...



then he said he had discussed with his partner of the possibility of me being interested in doing marketing for them since i can talk very well (biasa la.. mulut kepo..)... he said he had checked my work... and i can do my job... obviously la kan!! if i am not capable of doing my job, then i wont be having any job right now because i wont pass that freaking PlanLinx test!! my mom said that is only an excuse to get me out of the office so that i wont distract mr azrul... because obviously the bosses already know that i wont close any project deals since i am very young and lack of experience... when i can't get the company any project, the bosses will say... "we had given u an opportunity and u dissapoint us... i think it is best for u to leave the company..."... fuhhh~ what a game plan... luckily i have an intelligent + educated + experience + loving mom guiding me... if not, i am sure i'll fall into this wicked plan!!







people are pushing me to the edge and i think i am falling~
someone plz catch me~


tears are my bestfriend~


wake me up from this nightmare!!!!