my previous post was harsh... yes i noe it is very rude of me to say such thing... i am sorry... but what will you do if you were in my place...? what will you do if his parents asked his aunt to tell him to break up with you...? what do you feel...? how will you react...? i am really depressed rite now... i would still respect them if they told him or told me bout this matter... but telling someone else to tell us...? that is really insensitive of them... why i said that they are hypocrites people...? because in front of me, they treat me as if they like me... but behind my back...?! and he asked me to understand him... understand him for what...? understand his situation... your parents dont like me and want us to break up and you asked me to understand you...?!

i think he oledi hv another gurl... yesterday when i was chatting with him on the phone, i heard his other phone... incoming msg... i asked him... he said no... his phone is not with him... i heard his phone twice and yet he said no... i put down the phone and he dont even bother to call me back... last night the same thing happened... i heard his other phone vibrates and he said no... like he is telling me that i hear things that is not there... i am hallucinating... how could you...? you can just tell me that you hv other gurl... it wont hurt me as much as you lie to me... is it all my fault...? i forced myself not to cry because to me you dont deserve it!!!

what i ever wanted is your love and honesty... is that to much to ask...? and you tell me that you cant gv me watever that i asked... you cant guide me... you cant make me happy... then wat is this 2 years 8 months relationship for...?!

no matter how hard i try, i can't hate you anymore